Day 2.

"the meaning behind your blog name"

so my blog name is, A day in the life of Jonni. and when i write my blog, i honestly write it from my perspective on life. the experiences i have, the thoughts i have, the challenges i face, and the blessing i see. so when you read my posts, they are my life. when you read it, you are experiences the day a little bit like i did. now of course i keep all the private juicy stuff in my journal :] but basically, what i write is how i experience life on a day to day basis. everyone has their own take on life, and every person experiences everyday so differently. so this is a day in my life, and the way i want you to see it through my eyes. its simple and sometimes uneventful, just like my life. but i love everyday and wouldn't take back one single day. so this little baby preserves my days.

Day 1.

"Put a recent picture of yourself and 15 random facts about yourself"




1. my favorite color is yellow.
2. i love love love the movie Penelope. i could watch it 500 times and still be in love with it. and when i show people it, and they don't like it, it makes me a little sad. haha
3. books make me really happy. especially ones I've already read multiple times, and love. i go to the certain parts that i love the most and read them over and over. also new books i haven't read are super exciting, and the smell of super old books is the best.
4. if i could own a pottery wheel and a lifetime supply of clay, i would spend my whole life doing that.
5. when i get bored, i cut random pieces of paper laying on my desk with scissors. its weirdly fun.
6. i could listen to Jack Johnson all day long and still want to hear him more.
7. i love going to concerts. my first one, i was afraid i wouldn't really like them...and i was in love the second the music started.
8. i was named after my dad, Jon, and i love my name more than any other name in the planet.
9. i'm one of those people who either loves something or hates it. no in between usually.
10. Matti is my little 2 year old niece who i love!!! she is my favorite person on earth, and she loves me the most ;] and Clark is my new little nephew, he is adorable and i cant wait to see how he grows us!
11. i am obsessed with England, and anything England related. it is my dream place to visit.
12. my skin is super white, even when it is tan compared to myself, i still look like Casper compared to other people.
13. i laugh at the tiniest things. like start cracking up, and other people aren't even laughing. i can also make myself laugh at a moments notice, its a talent of mine.
14. i don't like history. but love math, even though i'm not taking any math classes right now.
15. i absolutely love painting my nails, i do them all the time. not a big toes person though.

30 day blog adventure!

so, my wonderful and beautiful sister Taylor put this up on her blog, and my friend Cameron said he was going to do this...so i decided, what the heck, ill do it too :] so hopefully everyday i will do this. be prepared for some amazing posts coming up folks ;] love you!!!

Here is the list:

Day 1- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 2 - The meaning behind your Blog name.
Day 3 -A picture of you and your friends.
Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn't have.
Day 5 - A picture of somewhere you've been.
Day 6 - Your favorite Superhero and why.
Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.
Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why.
Day 9 - Something you're proud of in the past few days.
Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyper, mad.
Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends.
Day 12 - How you found out about Blogs and why you made one.
Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 14 - A picture of you and your family.
Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle; first 10 songs that play.
Day 16 - Another picture of yourself.
Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why.
Day 18 - Plans/Dreams/Goals you have.
Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them?
Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else.
Day 23 - Something you crave a lot.
Day 24 - A letter to your parents.
Day 25 - What I would find in your purse.
Day 26 - What you think about your friends.
Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?
Day 28 - A picture of you in the last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29 - In this past month what have you learned?
Day 30 - Who are you?

queen of the universe...or is it procrastination?

yes. i am THE queen of procrastination it is horrible. my week has been crazy and stressful and annoying and great. so lets start off by saying this week i had 5 papers and 4 tests, all within the same week. and not any wimpy papers either, all at least 3 pages, one a 6 page research paper. one word...GROSS! i hate doing work, yes sad fact but very true. and so of course i left all of that crap until the last week. 2 days ago, i was up until 6:30 in the morning, and i had to get up at 8. so yesterday i was so dang exhausted i went to bed at 7:30!! that is the earliest i have gone to bed since...well EVER! honestly even when i was little, i never went to bed that early. but i got 14 hours of the most blissful sleep in my life. the second i hit the pillow i was out! but i guess at 9 i sat up, stretched out my arms and said "oh man that was the best nights sleep! what time is it?" then Stephanie answered "9" i was suddenly so worried and exclaimed "oh no i slept in!" then she informed it was still night time and after i asked if i could go back to bed she told me i could, which made me very happy :] the thing is...i have no recollection what soever of this, so i was having a full on convo in my sleep. fun times. now i have to papers and 1 test left, and yet i am procrastinating it as much as i possibly can...hence this entry. but after, i promise ill start ok mommy (Stephanie :]) haha my roommate is so kind and telling me to get started, and says i will regret it later if i don't, and trust me i believe her. its just that me and starting papers don't get along so well. i hate starting, once i've started writing its fine. but to actually start, now thats the problem. but now that i've done enough complaining, ill go on to how my week has been great! first of all...I GET TO GO HOME AND SEE MY FAMILY IN 2 DAYS!! and i hate the use of cap lock, so you know how excited i really am :] that has actually been one reason it has been so hard to start! i just want to see my family sooooo bad! i miss them like crazy and i cant wait to get home. also, i volunteered at the nursing home for and hour yesterday and an hour today, and honestly, that never fails to make me happy. it has been the highlight of my year, and if i hadn't started i think i would have been slightly miserable. also, yesterday me and Stephanie volunteered at the MTC. that is quite amazing as well, i love love love to do it :] so ya all those things combined made my hectic not-so-fun week slightly...FANTASTIC!

weekend.

enough said.
agenda:see Salt tonight
sleep
study
church

im likeing this :]

library..a place to study??

so if you know me at all, you know i have a problem with concentration. i have in my mind something super simple, such as "i will go to the library and get my book of Mormon reading done" or "tomorrow i will do all of my laundry right as i wake up" and lets just say, after i sit down to do...it doesn't get done. so i thought it was my room environment, maybe if i go somewhere where everyone is quite and studying and ready to work, then i can get some stuff done. wrong. nope, as it turns out i cant focus anywhere. i will just sit and my mind will wander, my eyes will unfocus and i will be caught in a daze, unable to pull myself out of a daydream. so as we speak, i am in the library, what am i doing you may ask...sitting here writing this. ahhh well i promise myself that after i finish this, i will be able to focus and do my reading, but that may take a while, just like always.

on a side note, i have been writing in my journal lately, and its the most therapeutic thing ever. i love love love my journal, and its become an extension of my soul. haha lame, but seriously i have a hard time telling people how i feel, or what im thinking, but writing it out, putting it in word form, a tangible object of my emotions and thoughts is the best thing ever. i am by far not consistent with my entries, with maybe weeks in betweeen, but when i do, its like magic. for me i am able to write how i feel, not speak how i feel. hence why i love journals and blogs and hand written letters :] the written word is close to my heart.i guess i should go do my work now.... :[ i am frowning very much right now.
one month till i get to see my sisters!!! :] and everyone else i love from cali <3

a day for laughter

so today just started out like a normal day, maybe even on the bad side. but then i went to weight training, and it seemed as if i had inhaled laughing gas.my friend from that class, Javiera, and i were laughing at everything possible. every little thing was cracking us up. i threw the medicine ball at her, you know that one exercise where you throw the ball to the person doing the abbs, and she fell backwards and we could not stop laughing. that was just one of the many things that was simply hilarious today!! i love when i feel weak with laughter, and im just happy thinking everything is funny. the world seems like the best place ever when you are delirious and giddy. nothing can go wrong, and lets just say im glad today has been perfect! now i'm off to eat dinner, go to service project and study in the library...and get some ice cream with megan and alison because we need a pick-me-up :]

life.

so school has finally caught up to me, and now its starting to get hard. lets face it...Jonni hates to study, in fact i can not force my self to study, 2 minutes in i get distracted and do something else. but after my first american heritage midterm, i decided i really need to do better and buckle down. but beiside all the crazyness of life and school, i have found something that i absolutly love. For AH we are required to do 10 hours of service through certain programs. megan, michaela, and i decided to do it through a program called "adopt a grandparent". I was so excited to get started, but the first day we did it was probably the worst day ive had yet. i had jsut taken my american heritage test (lets just say it wasnt good) and i was feeling homesick and i just really wanted to lay in bed and sleep through the day. in case you cant tell failure does sit to well with me. but since we were signed up to do it, i had to. so i got in the car, determined that it was going to be stupid and boring and i would just be more miserable. boy was i wrong. when we first arrived in the center i was super nervous. all of the residents there are either physically or metally handicapped. when i first saw all the people in the living area and saw the looks they gave me, i was scared and didn't know how to approach them or how to talk. the main lady, Melanie, gave us a tour, and the first person she showed us i started crying. being me, i kept it to my self because i hate when people see me cry, but the Holy Ghost just testified to me very strongly at that moment that this was what i was supposed to be doing, and that these people need my help and how much i can do that i am not currently doing. also, to see the horrible conditions in which their minds and bodies have been left made me feel so ashamed for feeling down early that day. i have been given soo very much, and i am able to do so much for myself and for others and instead i am focusing on myself and why life didn't seem fair at that moment when these sweet people have so much "unfairness" in their lives. it was truly a humbling experience. as we went along to other rooms just meeting some people, every time i was touched by the Spirit and how truly special these people are and how much visiting with them will bless my life. when we were about to leave, we met the most hilarious man i have ever met. the second he saw us he yelled and got soo excited with the hugest smile spreading across his face. he noticed we were new, and thought it was the coolest thing in the world. we went and talked to him and even though it was hard to understand what he was saying, he was hilarious. his name was Russ, but his last name was Lincoln. when i said "oh like the president!" he got so excited that i knew who Abraham Lincoln was. then he told us we could call him Abe. he then asked us what our last names were, and when i said Clark, he said "like Clark bar?!" and thought that was the coolest thing ever, then when he found out Megan's last name was Bahr, he started cracking up! we were Clark Bahr. i could go on and on about Russ and his funny things, but it would be sufficient to say i found a new best friend. we back again last Friday, and when he saw me again he got so excited! and then he saw my BYU sweatshirt and got even more excited. it was great to see my bff again :] but this last time we went we met some even more amazing people. first we went into this one room, and these 2 sweet ladies named Ruth and Helen. Me and Megan started talking to Ruth first and Michaela went and talked to Helen. at first it was a little hard to talk to Ruth, she didn't really register when we asked her questions, but once i noticed some old picture frames on her TV and asked if they were her children she got so excited and started showing us all these pictures. she would laugh at what we said and started answering our questions, always with a huge smile. she scooted her wheel chair and got an old photo album and started telling us who all the people were and laughing as she went. it was so much fun to look at the old pictures and learn about her family. then we started to talk to Helen, she was such a sweet woman, but because she had a stroke she was paralyzed. she talked about how much she loves flowers and how she used to work at a floral shop with her nephew. there were pictures lined up of children, so i asked if they were grandkids so she started talking about sweet they all were, it was adorable. Michaela told us late in the car the saddest story about her husband, it made me want to cry. after we left Ruth and Helen's room, we walked over to this one lady's room named Geri. she was the funniest woman ever! she first started off by saying she didn't want any visitors then just started talking and told us to sit down. we then went on forever about college and how she never went and how she wants to get a job in the fall. she then told us she was 20...she was at least 80 folks. basically this woman would not stop making me laugh. she was so sassy, and blunt, you cant help but love her. but with all of this joy and happiness...i must tell a not so fun story. soooo when Geri told us to sit down, the only open spot was the other persons bed. Michaela took the chair and Megan took the end of the bed, so i was in the middle. so in the middle of our amazing convo, we heard this lady yelling for help, so i ran out into the hall to help her. but after i got up....i realized i sat on wet bed. and lets just say it was NOT water. my whole left side was wet and i wanted to barf. it was completely gross, but i had to wait like 20 minutes before we got back home! needless to say the second i got through my door i ripped my pants off. may sound awkward...haha sorry circumstances call for awkward statements. but i am now in love with Tuesdays. i cant wait to go back and see my new friends. also we are going to buy Helen and Ruth flowers and get Geri something cute ;]

5 weeks in...

so i have now been here at BYU for 5 weeks! it seems crazy that I've been here for over a month, but at the same time it feels like I've been here for a century. the school aspect of college hasn't been to bad yet, i haven't had any major tests or papers or all the other crazy college things...but don't worry, i know it will soon come. i absolutely love it here! its totally amazing, but i still miss home and the people i left behind. but now, i have 2 places to call home, Utah and California. and honestly, i wouldn't have it any other way. some really amazing things have happened while I've been here. i have made the most amazing friends, I've heard apostles speak, I've gotten a calling (first counselor in the relief society) and on Saturday i will be going to General conference! i'm soo excited, and i know it will be one of the awesome experiences ever. well since i haven't written in about 4 weeks, there is way top many details to cover, but lets just say ill do this more often, and we can call it even?? all you need to know is that right now, i am one happy camper ;]]

too many things to write

so i am NOTORIOUS for saying i will do things, then not. for example, write in my journal and blog on a regular basis. but i have actually been better at keeping my journal, so at least thats a plus. so I STARTED COLLEGE!!! woo hoo :] and even though i was super nervous at first, i absolutly love it. i have had so much fun, and its only been the first week. we had NSO all of last week and it ended on saturday with a dance, which was pretty fun, with Megan and Alison. too much happened all of last week, so let me just assure you, it was all fun, and the details are boring to the average reader and only interesting to me. so i guess since its been over a week since ive done this ill just skip to today...first day of class!! it was actually not to bad, except my american heritage class i HUGE! as in 700 plus students! totally crazy!and it seems super hard and not so fun. but tomorrow i have sign language, which im sooo very excited for. and it doesnt start until 7...pm. yes i know super late for a class right? but when its the only class open you deal with your options. so all in all i have met some really amazing people that i absolutly love! and i cant wait to meet more and to become even closer :] yay for college! now im tiered and i need to read the Book of Mormon for at least 30 minutes for class, which puts me around 1 oclock so now is my time to peace out followers ;]

best day ever...it will

so tomorrow is my last sunday here in the GOLDEN state. it will be my last time in the singles ward here in glendora, at least until next summer or breaks :] but i have definitely come to LOVE it! i love going with my sisters, but also there are just some amazing people, and i learn so much. but i know my ward at BYU will be just as amazing, if not more haha!! but there is also anther reason im very extremely excited for tomorrow..... I WILL BE SEEING THE MAINES HEADLINING TOUR!!! i am sooooooooooo excited!! a couple months ago i won tickets through the radio station, which believe me, with my luck it was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me! i never win anything!!! but the day has finally come that i will get to see them!! they are possibly my most favorite band ever, there is just something thats makes my heart race. hahahah :] so this will be the best day ever! i have seen them 4 times now live, but this concert will be especially amazing because it is their headlining tour, so it will be basically just them, and they will be on for a long time, so i get to hear all of their completely amazing songs :]] so yep, ill write back on monday with how amazing it is, and with pictures :]]

on a side note, i havent slept in my bed for 3 days. now to some people this may seem absurd, not to sleep in your own bed the last few days you are home, but 2 days ago, as i was trying to fall asleep, a little visitor decided to show up on my pillow.... A SPIDER!!! i have the biggest fear in the world of spiders, so i was of that bed in less than a second and i ran to my sisters room. now i am deathly afraid it will come and kill me in the night, so i choose the incredibly uncomfortable floor of my sisters room instead. the end.

byu, here i come! (almost!)

so i only have 4 more days until i thrown all my lifes possessions into my dads truck and head off to Utah. i think i have been counting down the days since it was 60 days. but the closer it gets, the more nervous i get!! i can finally count the days on one hand, and that my dear blogger friends makes things very real indeeed. my sisters never fail to remind me that it will be a lot harder than i think it will be, and that its not all fun and games, but that doesn't stop my mind from going into overdrive about all the amazing times im about to have!! only one problem, i often forget the main ingredient of college...school. ive always been able to succeed in high school with minimal work and absolutely no studying, but i know i will have to change my habits for college. but lets just say, im excited for it ALL! i know i will get to meet some amazing people, and be able to learn some amazing things, and have some amazing times, basically i know it will be AMAZING!! hahha :] so i cant wait for the morning when i wake up in my bed and realize it will be my last! but there are many things i will miss about my home and about California. let me start my list: my mommy!! haha i love my mom so much, she is the best :], my dad, he is possibly the funniest person i know and the best dad a daughter could ask for. my sisters! they are by far my best friends, and when i think about not seeing them for 4 months straight it makes my heart hurt immensely. Mattison my niece.she makes life beautiful. i love her like my own daughter and im seriously in denial that i wont be around her anymore. i still need to be her favorite, and if she replaces me i might cry. can you say skype daily??JENNA!! we have had the funniest moments ever, i never go a second without laughing when we are together. she is the best friend in the whole wide world and i cant believe we are going to be in different states :[ love you jenna! all the rest of my friends i have been able to have soo many amazing people in my life, and i will miss anyone who i have been able to have a good laugh with or who has made me smile;] the beach. my full harry potter set. i still really want to bring the whole set, but im just not sure i can fit them all :[ the dorms may not have room for them, and my other many books, we will see. my dogs!!(and kitty) i cant believe i have forgotten about them and put them so far down the list!! i love them sooo much, and i will sorely miss them and their kisses. my house and bed. when you live your whole entire life there, you are bound to grown attached. well that the bulk of my list. so now i have nothing left to say really, its late and my brain isnt functioning to well at the moment, so ill write another blog later, when my life gets a little more interesting. hahaha.

p.s. im pretty sure 80 percent of this is all red underlined with squiggles, i hope in college i learn how to spell. but since im pretty sure they dont teach with magic at BYU, i have to settle and learn to be thankful for spell check :]

TOMS

so for the past year or so, i have been wanting a pair of TOMS shoes really bad, but have never been able to cough up $40 bucks. well good thing about jobs is...YOU GET MONEY!!! so you know what that means....yep, i got myself my first pair of TOMS. and i do say first, because let me assure you, i WILL be getting more. and not only do i want more shoes, i now want the whole store of merchandise, including shirt, necklace, sweatshirt, hat, flag, the whole sha-bang. in one word, i'm obsessed. i am wearing my beautiful shoes as we speak, and i simply cant take them off my feet, thats how much i love them. I've had them for about 3 days, and have not touched another pair of shoes the whole time. i'm in love. but even though the shoes are amazing comfortable, and completely adorable, i love the cause even more. i absolutely love the fact that by doing something as simple as buying some shoes, i am helping little kids who don't even have the most simple commodities of life. all my life i have taken shoes for granted, i mean shoes were one thing i could always count on having. every school year i would get another brand spanking new pair to add to my collection, and when my shoes got gross, or over worn, i would throw them out and buy some more. but to think of kids who don't even have one single pair to wear, it honestly breaks my heart. to these kids, the major thing we fight for in life don't matter, the things we spend our whole lives to achieve, aren't even on their minds. instead they are forced to walk around in a harsh environment, getting sores and diseases that can be spread through their bare feet. so when i think that my pair of shoes, which i love, will help a child in need get the same amazing pair of shoes, its quite amazing. but don't take my word for it, read on the website,http://www.toms.com/, I've been on it everyday for the last 5 days, obviously because i'm obsessed, and i cant get enough of the organization. in fact, my new goal is to become an intern sometime in the next few years and be able to help more hands on. well now that I've gone on and on about how much i love TOMS, go an get yourself a pair :] and see for yourself how amazing it feels to wear TOMS!

minor update, no big deal :]

so school starts in 8 weeks!! i cant believe it, things are moving so fast, yet so very slow. i am so excited and cant wait to meet my room mate. i know i am going to have an absolute amazing time!! on another note, i just got a job and so im pretty excited for that :] i will be babysitting for these 2 little girls, and let me tell you they are adorable and when i met them they were sooo excited for me to start! i cant wait, but i will have to wake up at 4 o'clock in the morning to get to thier house by 4:45. so it will take some adjusting, but i will get used to it! other than those few bits of information, my life is boring as can be. haha but im ok with it. a little bit of boring before a crazy year next year is something i can live with. mostly i just hang around with my sisters, and too cute niece, and my friends. i love everyone in my life and am so thankful for everything they do for me. i think i might do a blog a litttle bit later of mine and taylors trip to utah, so look back for that :]]

nothing to do at this time when i cant sleep.

feeling nostalgic.... Who was your last text from? Cameron s.

Where was your default picture taken? Facebook, in the car on the way home from Utah

Whats your middle name? Nichole.

Whats on your mind? What I should write in my book

Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? I don’t know

What is your current mood? Sleepy, but my mind is too crazy to sleep. Haha I think that qualifies as a mood

What is your moms name? jeanine

What color shirt are you wearing? Black. Pajama shirt

Are you close with your dad? Yep. Love him

If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? No, live and learn.

Have a crazy side? Yes I do ;]

Ever had a near death experience? Um not that I can remember

Something you do a lot? Think and daydream

Angry at anyone? Not at all

Favorite Month? October :] obviously

Name someone with the same birthday as you? This one girl named Brittany

When was the last time you cried? Kinda in the cars with my sisters in utah

If you could have one super power what would it be? Mind reading

Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and lips

What do you usually order from Starbucks? Vanilla bean

Favorite TV show(s)? now….shows like criminal minds, NCIS, White collar. And so you think you can dance

Do you still watch kiddy movies? When I feel like it I guess. Not that often unless they are on tv.

What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing

Do you speak any other language? Nope. Just remember some stuff

Whats your favorite smell? Boys cologne. Im a total sucker for boys that smell good hahah

Describe your life in one word. random

Have you ever kissed in the rain? nope

Ever kissed on the beach? Nope, actually never been kissed. Haha I know, im so innocent.

What are you thinking about right now? tomorrow

What should you be doing? Sleeping.

Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? I honestly cant remember

What are you listening to? The fan

Do you like working in the yard? Not really

Do you ever want to get married? kids? Oh yes I definitely do, and I definitely do. hahaha

Do you act differently around the person you like? Ya, just more shy I guess

What is your natural hair color? The same color It is right now, light brown, kinda redish in the sun.

Who was the last person to make you smile? Cameron s.

What is your favorite meal at your favorite fast food restaurant? Chicken burrito, haha but I don’t think chipotle counts as a restaurant.

Do you cut out coupons? My mom does.

Whats the wierdest thing under your bed? Nothing under there. Nothing will fit because my bed touches the floor.

wow

i have been on her in soo long i couldnt remember my email or password....thats not a good sign. well there seems to be alot going and absolutly nothing going on in my life right now, if that makes sence. so let me pour out my soul a little bit via the internet.
number one...im gonig to BYU provo next year!! im soo excited i might die. i feel like ever since my sister lauren went there its the only place i could imagine myself, so for 8 years my mind has basically been convinced i would get in, so when i did it was pretty much the happiest moment ever. but speaking of college, im pretty scared. i mean im so excited, but ive never really been on my own. take that back, NEVER EVER, been on my own. im also scared i wont have a good roomate, that i wont meet people i click with, and that i wont like my major. but i know once i get there it will all work out, its just imagining what the future is like that scares me. becasue right now i cant imagine anything else but high school, but dont get me wrong, im soo ready to leave high school. in fact right now i hate it with a passion. so im pretty excited to see what the future hold for poor little jonni :]
so that pretty much sums up my college situation, which is basically all that is happening right now haha :] but number 2....im in love with ceramics!! i can actually make stuff on the wheel now, and im obsessed. haha yep its true. you know how people day dream about random stuff...haha i dream about ceramics. haha yep. dont tell anyone its my deep dark secret haha! but im still not pro so dont go crazy folks ok??
number 3. im being so good this past month! ive been reading my scriptures for the past month every single night! even if its 12 o clock and im about to drop dead asllep, i still read them. and i have gained sooo much from them. i honestly feel like im a much better person, and just in the past month. i have also decide i am going to go on a mission :] may come as a surpirse to some people since ive never really talked about, but for the past 2 months or so ive been really excited and now i just really want to go becasue the most impotant thing in my life is my faith and testimony and i want other to feel the same as i do and feel the same happiness. but i still have 3 and a half years, so its still a while :] but im pretty excited!
so thats pretty much my life right now. the basics. haha this definantly wasnt my soul poured out into print though, haha really want my soul, steal my journal! haha just kidding...dont do that.


oh and right now im listening to A Rocket to the Moon and am extreamly happy :] although quite bored!!!!